ah, home is bliss. i miss this pure lazy nothingness that i used to render as inefficient managing of my free time. Tv's on mute and is winamp. 2.14am and i have made everyone shut up, if they haven't done it themselves. it's awfully quiet. fuck that, its beautifully quiet. Nobody but me. Me. ME. I need this nothingness. I HATE NS.

but i like this.

i really do.

times ten.

ten times.

god bless.

I'm so preoccupied with whats in store in a few months time that i have failed to notice the steps directly in front of me. Then i stumbled.

I want me back.

please return that to me.

and my pink ic.